May 2012
2 posts
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April 2012
7 posts
Lies and that jazz
Ive never been a fan of love stories. I knew somewhere in between there was a whole buncha lies.. I never was a fan of fairy tales, I knew it was all good to be true. But even as a kid knowing all this a part of me couldn’t help but think.. What if…
I guess for a pessimist I’m pretty optimistic.
Life doesn’t just end bad.. It cant. I refuse to believe so. Especially if...
If this ever makes it through..
You did such a wonderful job tonight. First time with a mic in your hand and I was proud… I think you seemed nervous and its only right but it was dope. Your ode was beautiful.. .. Nothing more do I want to hug you and tell you how happy you made me but for now silence is the vow we both took.. Blah.
Life.
“Peace and blessings manifest with every lesson learned…. “
Next tattoo.
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Tired
Bodies so tired that kisses seem to be the only source of energy. Kisses that serve as breathing sections cause its even harder to breath, tired. Kisses that remind me I’m sill alive and even though my body sees the light.
March 2012
10 posts
iWonder
“Not even true loves happiness trumps your own…” - G
For someone to say ” as long as you’re happy, I’m happy cause I love you” or ” if you loved me you’d want me to be happy..w/o you..”
Could true loves happiness really bring you happiness although they are doing everything you don’t agree with?
If not, is it true love ?
I guess?
Part of growing up is accenting reality.
Things happen
People come,
And people go..
Its life..
i don’t wanna grow up.
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WHAAAAAT!
I’m such a fucking idiot.
Boy, I NEVER learn.
Facts
Getting used to the fact thats Im really alone.
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I need love.
February 2012
28 posts
3 tags
LeapYear1.26am
All I wanna do is call…
Tell you how much my voice misses saying your name. Screaming your name.
How much my hair misses your fingertips.
How much my thighs miss your palms.
How much my lips miss kissing and tasting every part of your body with a sensation.
How much my ears miss your vernacular.
How much my ass misses the comfort of your bed.
How much much my panties miss being...
Sigh*
Fighting with love, for love.
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trynna find the meaning of life in a Corona.
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“If you find someone that you know you love, just love that person. God will see...”
– MusiqSoulChild “Don’tChange”
reality
just set it.
falling apart inside.
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“Over time, I’ve been building my castle of love
Just for two, though you...”
– Stevie Wonder - Overjoyed
I havent heard this song since I was about 12, and yesterday I took my sisters ipod and this song came on and I had to fight tears. The Irony of my life
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textual feelings
The past couple of days have been a mixture of happiness/sadness/confusing/ and lots of sleep. I heard a few words from close ones that helped me stand tall and remind myself that god never gives you more then what you can handle. The simplest words almost put me in tears. “I love you, you’re a strong girl” I guess cause as much as I tell myself I’m a strong girl, I dont...
Its amazing how much emotion a song can hold. Listen to something often during a happy or sad time and days -months after you listen to it again, its scary how the same feeling you felt during that time arises again…
So with that being said … J.Cole - Losing My Balance …
V.
No one makes a “big deal” out of valentines day cause in this day and age its cliché to care if you have one or not.. then its the usual .. “theres 364 days in the year why show you my love for you today..” Then Thanksgiving ” indians died cause of pilgrims but we celebrate it” people need to SHUT THE FUCK UP. We live in such a a rebellious culture that instead...
Sex.
Isn just sex..
Isn’t just penetration
Isn’t just pleasure
Isn’t just dick
Is it just pussy?
Isn’t made with love
Isn’t significant
.. Or is it?
Should it be.?
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What do you do when arguing becomes the only safe way of speaking.?
the only means to get a REAL emotion.
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“He who has ears, let him ear. He who has sight, let him see, and he who has...”
– Nasty Nas
January 2012
32 posts
The lines I don't wanna have with you ...
” if loving you is wrong then I don’t wanna be right”
— no, i wanna be right and love you at the same time..
” expect the worst so when they let you down you aren’t as disappointed”
— no, i wanna trust you enough to know you’re gonna try your best to not disappoint/hurt me.. But in the event that you do hurt me, expecting hurt isn’t...
